Dear everyone,

I’m gonna go sleep :) Good night, world.

Dear Ana (not ana),

You suck. You haven’t contacted me once to hang out. jeeezz. But whatevs, its not like I want to see you. just kidding.

You’ve made me sassy this year… you give horrible directions… you almost sign me up to do things that I never agreed to…..

You’re super caring and genuine. You’re someone I can trust and I know that you’re there for me. I love you~ (see, I said it)

hi nico :{D

Dear my future self,

How are you? How have things changed? I wonder what your goals are and I wonder who you’re friends with. How’s college? Did you make a lot of new friends? NICE friends? It’s the beginning of summer vacation and I know that things are gonna change in a matter of a few months… Are you happy? Stressed out? DID YOU GAIN FRESHMAN 15?! I hope that you’re all adjusted and hopefully you feel comfortable. Who have you kept in touch with?? What kind of things are you interested in now? Are you still singing? Have you completely given up now? 

Wherever you are, I just hope that you’re content and that you’re striving for something. Be active and don’t be a coward like me, today. I pray that you don’t have too many regrets. But, I’m sure you’re fine. Remember to always stay humble and HOPEFULLY YOU’RE NOT AS PASSIVE-AGGRESSIVE!!

I don’t know any Stacys….

Dear Stacy,

I’ll always relate your name to that song, “Stacy’s Mom” LOL

Sadly, I don’t know any Tims…

Dear Tim,

Hey. :)

I’m gonna write this to the Sarah I’m closest with.

Dear Sarah,

You think I hate you… I really don’t. I know we’ve had our little clashes in chinese but I know that at the end of the day, you’re still one of my closest friends because we’ve been loners together 4everrrr. LOL I’ll always remember spending halloween with you online while playing pumpkin carving games and talking like we were cooked vegetables.. (wow, we sound pathetic). You know I love you a lot and we’re gonna keep in touch throughout college. You better visit me in Boston or we’re never getting thai again. :)

I guess I’ll write this to StillNotDavid?

Dear David,

It’s basically been two years since I was first introduced to you. We don’t talk much anymore but we’ve already gone through this. I hope things are going well with you and Kelly :) You probably already know that I still pray for you from time to time. I hope things are going well and that you’re enjoying your vacation. I’ve always considered it a greatgreat blessing from God to have met you and befriend you. You were seriously my bro. We may lose touch but, I’ll always look back and remember our memories with a smile. We’ve had some pretty funny experiences, you gotta admit. I really am glad that we are friends and I just wish you the best. 

I’ve been sorta worried after our last skype chat about something specific but, we’ll talk about that another time in the future. 

Anyway, you’re a good person and I believe that you’ll be happy no matter where you are.

Dear fans,

I feel weird even saying “fans” because idk, i’m not even close to being someone famous. But, thank you for all the support over the past four years. Your support has seriously been one of the biggest pushes for me to actually go for something in my life. Your support has inspired me, cheered me up, helped me feel secure, challenged me, and so much more. It’s because of your influence that I’ve also become the person that I am today. I’m super grateful and I just appreciate everything that you guys have done for me. Thank you so much. <3

Dear ______,

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I’m not sure if this is supposed to be me writing to myself… oh well~

Dear Cindy,

It’s been quite an amazing adventure we’ve been on. 18 years have passed and I’d like to say that I’m proud of the person we’ve become. You know all the obstacles we went through. You know how we’ve grown specifically.  We’re truly blessed to have been given so many opportunities and experiences. I don’t know where we’re headed but I hope we can never settle and hopefully we’ll live in the happiest way possible. Stay strong. You can do this. Have a heart filled with love for everyone. You got this. Good luck!

I’ve never had a boyfriend… So…..

Dear future ex-boyfriend,

I don’t know what happened yet but I hope we had a relationship that was healthy and worth the time and effort. I hope our break up was not too dramatic and hopefully, we can stay in each other’s lives. If you did something bad to me, you suck. If I did something bad to you, I’m sorry. 

I don’t have a boyfriend, so I’ll write this to my future one :)

Dear future boyfriend, 

I hope I’m really happy to be with you and I’m sure there’s a reason why we’re together. I’m actually really curious to see what kind of person you are because I keep thinking that I’m just not ever gonna get a boyfriend. I hope we can lift each other up and really depend on each other. I apologize in advance for any sass or attitude that I may give especially when we become closer. I hope we can support each other and have a relationship that glorifies God. If you’re everything I’m hoping for, I know I probably love you a lot. Thank you for being in my life.  

lolol 

Dear Jonathan,

It hasn’t been too long since we met at ecclesia but it was great to have met you there! I think I might have told you this but I just remember thinking that you were gonna end up being really mean or something LOL I really don’t know why I thought that. You turned out to be one of the nicest people! I still remember you sitting next to me on the last night and I was like “OH MY GOSH THIS KID IS SO FREAKING NICE”, hahah. I know we don’t talk much and I probably won’t be able to visit for a bit (am i even allowed to go to fna anymore? o.o) but I hope you’re doing well and writing more poems :{D See you soon, muffin boy?